It's gotten to
eight hundred unopened emails
and two people to call
about not being able to
talk on the phone.
Today I’ll learn
the marks on my mirror.
In the sunlight
my skin becomes
a suede sofa.
I’ll lie in the gap
between the wardrobe
and the floor where
my face levels out
to a blunted pencil point.
Down here
time rolls backwards
on the back of dust balls.
All my hair from three years
scrunched together,
trying to grow me again.
If I began to smell
would anyone think
to check here?
Any words I say now
would sag like plastic bags
full of bricks and paint
on the pavement
and no one would touch them
because they aren’t
interesting enough
to go through.
Suede Hands
Poem: Ellie Riddy
Image: Plum Cloutman
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